Tuesday, July 17, 2007
tHe cHange!
decided to post one more time.
i felt a big change in myself.
The way i talk.
The way i act.
The way i react.
The way i look.
The way i think.
basically big change! hmm Am i happier now? i asked myself.. the answer wasn't very promising. I felt happy when im with them. and less happy when im with my classmate.
y? kinda have not much of common topics with my classmate le. and sometime they really dunno how to think properly before talking or acting. One simple joke u think is kinda funny. Didn't it ever hit your mind that the person might react differently? Didn't u know that people are sensitive of such thing? will u felt so bad and left out if people juz treated u invisible? Or izzit im juz thinking too much? which possibly can't be. I once told myself and u guys that we will be friend,brothers for life. But the ways u guys acted gave me the feeling that i am nothing. i really need to sit down together and have a chat.. Before i lose this friendship and gain another few Hi-Bye friends. Maybe u think u emo no one cares? Wassup wit that attitude? Cant u think? Wat are we there for? Y are u so hot tempered? U juz shake your head and walk away when we asked wats wrong.
THEN i did it again.
Maybe i didn't thought much when i talk.
Juz wanna say sorry for being such an asshole.
Posted by HsK at 10:06 PM